Wow.

Just... holy shit.

I don't remember the last time my heart has pounded that hard, or that something has come out of left field like that that made me want to cry.

I'm sorry. I'm really so very very sorry. I honestly do wish I could go back and fix it and do things over again. Sometimes I think that if we were to go again, I would be happy and maybe I could make you happy.

I'm sorry.

I didn't know... I just wish that we could sit down and figure it out. But... we can't. Not with you feeling the way you do. And that makes me want to cry.